Monday, November 22, 2010

Depressing

Another thing to add to the list of things that are pretty damn depressing...

We had a discussion about money.  Not the usual depressing discussion about money.  No, a whole new depressing discussion about money.  The discussion about how much money will I have if he dies and what will the bills be and how will I pay everything and what to do with the life insurance after paying house and van off.

Yeah, would rather argue over the cost of cleaning the carpets.

6 comments:

Kellie said...

Reading this, I wanted to vomit. It's a topic I can't even BEGIN to imagine HAVING to discuss.

Saying I'm sorry seems so goddamn small and trivial. And yet, I am so, so sorry.

Lost A Sock said...

Beth, I have no idea what to even say but I didn't want to read silently. My GOD my heart goes out to you. I hope you can somehow find little glimmers of peace and happiness in the middle of this heartache. You so deserve it. Sending you lots of love.

frannie said...

I wish I had some words of comfort. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.

Karmyn R said...

Cancer.....YOU SUCK.

CPA Mom said...

I am so proud of you both for having the discussion though. My husband died in 1999, underinsured. More people should talk about this, healthy or not. (((HUGS)))

Happy Working Mom said...

I'm so sorry that you're going through this and have to have discussions like this...